May G-d’s great Name be blessed as long as worlds endure

The elm tree I planted with my parents in the front yard when I was four. August 21, 2013.

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My mother’s favorite hymn:

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Kaddish yatom, the mourner’s prayer. Text in English.

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Mom was stable on Wednesday night, but she woke up on Thursday morning with a fever and bruising on her feet. She refused all her meds. By late afternoon, the fever was 104 degrees, the bruising had reached her thighs, and she was packed in ice. She responded to my father and the pastor when he tried to pray with her, but she no longer responded to my brother when he got there. She died slightly before seven p.m., secure in her faith, and, I believe, knowing that we loved her very much and will always miss her.

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The nieces’ artwork for mom, July 2013.

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The sermon text she wanted for her funeral:

Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope,and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us. [Romans 5:15]

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Because she said she did not want to remembered only with sadness:

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I am in an airport, trying to get home. I’ll probably be around, thought not sure how talkative I’ll be. I may or may not post — keeping in mind that writing is actually good for me.

Thanks for all your support over the last year of this journey. I’m sure I’ll need it again, in the coming days and weeks.

Please continue discussing KatharineD’s great posts on Ringers, Tolkien fans and Richard Armitage [part 1 and part 2] and check out the Legenda. I imagine I’ll be back before then, but if not, Guylty will be with us again on Tuesday.

Thanks.

~ by Servetus on August 30, 2013.